Drowning myself in this book, in my journal and this blog
I know why, too.
I don't have to speculate
When I am missing like this,
disconnection is encapsulating
As the world hurries on, I feel stationary
I've tried my best
but inextricably, feeling persists
the pages turn,
Still, I am disconsolate
What will help this state of mind
I understand, I must change my thoughts-
but I miss them and that won't change.