Saturday, November 5

random photo from 2009

The photo above is from the day I bought my wedding dress. It was a month befor he was due home. Nothing is so passionate than receiving the love of your life after half a year apart. I had no idea then what my life would morph has far exceeded everything I had imagined.

Friday, November 4

This is on blast in my car, my house and my headphones....alldaylong

Thursday, November 3

beauty in a storm

"Character contributes to beauty. It fortifies a woman as her youth fades. A mode of conduct, a standard of courage, discipline, fortitude and integrity can do a great deal to make a woman beautiful."

I seek truth, compassion, beauty of the soul.

I want to redefine depth and sincerity. I am a post in an ocean swaying against me.

Our society has an awesome destructive power of individuals. If you are sick, oh please do not hope for anyone to help you up. Our country is one that believes we are only self reliant; we cannot rely on eachother, on community for aid. If you are diseased, you need to lay down, give up and die. Republican dogma. An awesome capacity for cancerous beliefs.

What have the demons done to the luminous life that once shined from your eyes...

You can see it burning from the valley, the smoke is thick and black. The only thing that will save you now, the truth inside you. You have to listen above the other's voices, below the dogma, through the noise. I am a post in an ocean swaying against me.

What's wrong with your mind? You are faultless, others are imperfect. What you try to adumbrate is the reality of your mistakes for which you and you alone are responsible. You publicise the ecstacy of your life... but what's running through your vains to cause the pain- forcing you to masquerade your life with images of perfection

I adore the person with cracks and lines through their life, they have an air of truth about them.. Those with real stories of hurt, of growth. Of reality.

Wednesday, June 15

Sometimes we get lucky enough in life to have friends who become like family. I love this girl like a sister! One day we will be old ladies together. Maybe knitting our little dog's a sweater, or baking special brownies. I really miss my best friend.

Monday, May 9


"We're all just waiting to die"

I can draw my own line between dimensions & I am the co-creator of my conciousness.

Stars appear from a cosmic void. Cosmic energy collides, energizes, collapses and destroys. The center of our own Milky Way galaxy is nothing more than a black hole.

Daily do's and daily donts blind us by illusion. Everything we experience is holographic in nature; we are holographic.