When we are together, I am the happiest I have ever been. Yesterday I was thinking how much my desire to be around Ashton has increased, especially since I became pregnant. I'm sure it has a lot to do with evolution and how women want to keep their man around, but I have never, ever felt this kind of love before. It really is so hard to explain the depth of this feeling in words. I look at him and see everything good; what a close to perfect man is-he is. From his work ethic to his morals, to how amazing he treats me and cares for me. I am so thankful for him... it brings tears to my eyes when I think about what our life is becoming.